Rihanna Talks Chris Brown Beating / by

With the release of hew new album weeks away, Rihanna has decided to open up, AGAIN, about the Chris Brown assault that happened almost two years ago. She spoke to Marie Claire magazine about the incident. Check it out below..

God has a crazy way of working, and sometimes when stuff happens you feel like, “What did I do to deserve this?” Why was it backfiring on me?’ she says in an emotional interview in the latest issue of UK Marie Claire.‘I was very lost. I have to say I felt really confused. I hate talking about it but it was really crazy because I felt so out of touch with myself and when that happens.’

‘It’s scary because nothing you say or do feels like it’s you,’ Rihanna says through tears. ‘You just lose touch of everything that you love and everything that you would normally do; how you would dress or how you would say something.

‘It just feels like it’s not coming from you. It’s just this one empty vase. I felt like an empty vessel.’

She has also revealed when she realised she needed to end the three-year relationship for good: ‘Eventually, I remember waking up one day and I knew I was over it,’ she says in the new issue of UK Marie Claire.

‘One day. I remember I was in New York at the Trump Hotel and I woke up and I just knew I was over it.’

‘I needed that wake-up call in my life. I needed a turning point, and that’s what God was giving to me,’ she said.

Rihanna attracted plenty of criticism for her brief reconciliation with the No Air singer – currently completing his court-ordered community service – after the headline-making assault.

‘All this terrible stuff they say to you, it breaks you down,’ she says of that time. ‘[But] once you’re back on your feet – if you ever make it back on your feet – that’s the ultimate achievement.’

Now dating US baseball star Matt Kemp, Rihanna says she has now moved on and is happy again.

‘I feel like I smile for real this time. The smiles come from inside, and it exudes in everything I do.

‘People feel my energy is different. When I smile they can tell that it’s pure bliss and not just a cover up.’

Anything for promotion, the album is on the way, word is out that Chris Brown is doing pretty well with his music front, and now this comes up to try and make everything go down hill for him and promotion for her. Girl PLEASE!I thought the hatchet has been buried, this wasn't to come up anymore. Everyone moved on, lets not relive the past.